I Am Not Esther
I Am Not Esther
Book Brief
220
Novel • Fiction
New Zealand • 1990s
1998
YA
12-16 years
Super Short Summary
In Fleur Beale's I Am Not Esther, fourteen-year-old Kirby Greenland's life is upended when her mother leaves her to live with her Uncle Caleb's fundamentalist Christian cult, where she's renamed Esther and forced to adhere to oppressive rules. Struggling with the cult's indoctrination, Kirby bonds with her cousin Daniel. Eventually, they escape, allowing Kirby to reclaim her true identity. Sensitive topics such as cult indoctrination and physical punishment are depicted.
Contemplative
Challenging
Emotional
Mysterious
Unnerving
Reviews & Readership
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Review Roundup
Fleur Beale's I Am Not Esther captivates with its exploration of identity and belonging, drawing readers into a compelling narrative about a young girl's struggle within a restrictive religious sect. Praised for its emotional depth and relatable protagonist, some criticize its pacing and predictability. Overall, it is a thought-provoking and engaging read.
Who Should Read I Am Not Esther?
Readers who enjoy I Am Not Esther by Fleur Beale are typically young adults interested in stories about identity, resilience, and overcoming oppressive environments. Comparable to The Giver by Lois Lowry and Speak by Laurie Halse Anderson, this book appeals to those who appreciate character-driven narratives with social and emotional depth.
3,937 ratings
Loved it
Mixed feelings
Not a fan
I Am Not Esther was recognized with an "Honor Book" award in the 2003 New Zealand Post Children's Book Awards.
The novel is often included in discussions and curricula centered on young adult literature exploring themes of identity and belonging.
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Fleur Beale wrote I Am Not Esther after being inspired by her interest in different religious communities and how they might affect individuals' personal growth and freedom.
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220
Novel • Fiction
New Zealand • 1990s
1998
YA
12-16 years
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